I am PISSED!!
No, noone is responsible for this.. I am pissed off so much right now coz of Myself, the great Pria.. I am hating myself for being all this lazy and postponing things which is making me crazy now.. I never have the sweetness in myself to do my fav things on time.. yes, i dont even take care of the things i love the most.. just eat, sleep, rarely work.. n then roam around in trains.. how long am i going to do this?? i need some transformation within me right now.. i am thinking all the things i should have done by now before someone else does it and show it to me.. that really sucks.. i am not jealous.. but if i like and love something, i feel good if i do it before someone else actually does it.. n the happiness makes me crazy.. i feel so high.. may be this is one kind of rare typical human behaviour.. but i love myself for being like this.. leave loving myself now.. why didnt i do it?? n y am i going this mad seeing someone doing it.. i am counting all the things i should have done an...
