yeah!! i mean it!! i m hurt.. the biggest weakness in me is i care for ppl so much than required.. n this is the result i get.. i dnt expect anything frm thm.. but dnt knw y they do it.. they knw tht i'l b hurt of this.. they knw tht i m already in pain.. they knw wht my current situation is.. but still.. dnt they undrstand me?? am i so bad?? am i not caring fr thm?? a simple word can create so much pain.. they shud nt hav made fun of me tht way.. it really hurts!! i neva do this 2 any1.. whnevr we hav any fights, we come togethr again coz we r real frens.. so thot they wud undrstand my feelings n b wit me.. i shared my personal things coz they r close 2 me.. but hw can they make of fun of tht nw?? did i evr do tht?? do they think tht i wil go bak to thm?? no, not this tym atleast.. n told thm the same.. "i m nt gng to come bak.. do whtevr u want".. i felt bad whn saying this.. but i dnt knw.. i just said.. may b they wil b hurt or mad or angry on me.. but i m nt bothered bout al tht.. nw i m bothered bout myself.. i m sick.. n tuk this to heart.. so it wil take sum tym 2 be healed.. just pouring out al my feelings to clear off my mind.. anyways i think i will b fyn soon.. i am gng to be fyn.. yes i will hav 2 b fyn.. i shud b fyn..
P.S: Always wanted 2 follow this but failed.. "care fr the one who cares fr u"!! but its an intrsting fact tht we always ignore the ones who care fr us.. n cares the one who ignores us.. may be i m in the same list..
It happens.we come across weird phases where people we love don't understand the way we want.its a human nature i suppose.not all the time you can expect anyone to treat you the way you want to be treated and that's where the fights starts.people come,take special place,hurt,and leave..but no matter what there's always a road mapped out for you.no matter what after every bad,good has to come.keep the faith alive,love yourself.
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never let someone rule ur feeling and emotions...just relax for a while when ur hurt or angry think about te nice things u happen to exp and u will be back to normal..it sure works for me ..give it a try once...have an awesome weekeend :)..
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@Sunakshi, u r so tru.. :( thnq
ReplyDeletethnx Hemu.. :)
ReplyDeletegood you could list ur feelings either they r good or bad. putting then on paper and reading them back should have helped you a lot.
ReplyDeleteyeah.. kind of :)
ReplyDeletehmm getting hurt by people is a part of life..but don't loose hope :) keep smiling..n u write really well :)
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