Christmas Holidays..

i always wanted to be in the US for the christmas eve.. i felt lucky to be here this yr.. dnt knw but i m sumhow attached to this festival.. even in India i luv visiting churches, my frens place to see their decorations, christmas tree n al.. so i thot i wud hav a grt tym here, may not b wit my frens (as dint plan fr any trips this time) but atleast wit ppl around.. but evrything was quite opposite..

i cud feel the smell of christmas here aftr thanks giving.. as this is the only festival they make here, they all look excited the whole month till the next yr.. all my colleagues made their plans n eagerly waiting fr their trips.. i had to work the whole week as i was the only stand-in left for all of them.. i cud see all busy in getting gifts for loved ones.. my office was decorated aftr thanks giving n it was luking so colorful n pleasant like this.. these r frm my SLR.. i loved these shots..

i clicked these pictures before christmas, the last day when i was all alone in office n also @ home.. no colleagues, no roomies, no frens.. i cud not njoi a single moment of christmas this yr.. i was completely all alone.. had fight wit frens.. so no contacts.. evryone stopped calling me n vice-versa.. this is certainly not ego at my end.. but they feel so.. leaving tht apart.. my roomie and i thot of going out on christmas.. but unfortunately everything was closed n we wasted tym till aftrnoon then we decided to go to a Mediterranean restaurant.. Dimassi's.. we had grt lunch thr.. we were eating fr almost 90minutes.. n later cud nt walk back to home.. our stomachs were fully filled wit tht awsum food.. :P

i knw i cud nt njoi my holidays only becoz of one reason.. my MOOD.. i fight wit frens n make my mood so bad tht it will spoil al my days till i talk to thm again.. yeah i called thm finally.. warned thm so much not to repeat all this which makes me crazy n lonely.. :P

i cud not stay at home all alone all these days so decided to go meet my fren n go for shoping atleast.. we went to a mall.. i felt ppl just grabbed away all the stuffs for christmas n nothing was left in the shops.. :) all shops were luking dull n weak wit no stuff.. i had to roam around the whole mall to get 2handbags, 2jewellery sets, 2tops.. i got the pleasure of playing wit this shweeto thr.. :D

got back home happily.. started cooking setting room as usual again.. n today i woke up aroung 2PM.. so sick i am!! i luv sleeping.. :P had my super lunch n nw sitting bfr computer n typing al this non-sense.. :P neva want 2 spend my days so boring againnn..!!!!